This Is The Way I Live

I used to question myself,
i had no reason to struggle.
I've had enough.

The one i'm struggling for is me,
just for another naive expectation.
But i believe it is meant to be.

Got myself scared and blue,
losing conciousness and paralyzed.
I wish it hadn't been true.

To stand in pride,
ease my fear and doubtness.
But i don't have the other side..