She

She..
who is called 'mother',
has been my power..
I worship her.

She..
who taught me fear,
has been the source of my tears.
I wish i could make something out for her to be cheered.

She..
who said that she always wanted the best for me,
has been the main reason why i always feel guilty.
She is not what i want to be.

She..
who always blames me for never being independent,
has been the one with the most interference.
She made me sick by making me different.

She..
who makes me smile,
has always made me cry.
Now i just want to die..