Vulnerable

They don't know themselves,
how would they understand others?
While i'm still trying to understand myself,
with this bleeding heart in a hand of a daughter.
I can't figure out how their brains work,
they have their own perception which is so hard to follow.
So i let myself dissapear with a lurk,
and a bleeding heart full of sorrow.
I'm exhausted to keep on waiting in such a blurry imminence,
while the world seems to be a huge circle of junk.
They said i was only a stupid innocence,
and it was a straight shot to my lung.
Are they hoping for a doom or have they lost their sanity?
For their kindness is so superficial,
and i've given up my efforts to make them see..
..i'm not that biblical.