Not Friends, Neither Enemies

I don't read minds.
I can't and that's fine.
I don't recognize any friends or enemies,
they're all blurry.
I think i'm mad,
for being so sad..
..too often,
and the pain is unspoken.
I keep myself away from everything.
I'm avoiding artificial feelings.
Where's the unconditional condition?
There's no such position.
Everything is so insane,
i can't believe what is sustained.
I'm not a freak,
i just let my mind speaks..
..abnormally,
another attitude of me..