I Wish I Could Get Into Your Head

This is what I just realized,

that I have to struggle so hard to be your number one.

And sometimes the struggles are just not enough.

I'm afraid,

that I'm never going to be good enough to be your number one.

You didn't really love me all these times, did you?

Say you did love me for what I am, and not just my surface.

Dear, you didn't even have to try.

You were always my number one, and still...