Why Him?

He's not who he used to be.
I don't know him anymore.

What is joy and laughter?
He's no longer my shelter.

I don't wanna be me,
if my everyday life is only to face a war..

Who is my warrior?
For me, he's no longer a fighter.

Pressure

The tension is driving me insane.
No more sleep, and eat, and meet.
My world is only weep, weep, and weep..